For many years, I searched for happiness in all the wrong places and with all the wrong people. The hurt, disappointments, the emptiness, the loneliness and my physical limitations sunk me in such a low place, I thought I would find more peace and comfort in death.
Then 1 year ago when I was in Trinidad while speaking to a Christian Friend, she asked me a very sobering question ... "Sister Angela" tell me something .. Do you ever remember a time in your life when you were happy?" ... I said yes .. it was the time when we were spent our time in Prayer and we did Christian things together. I miss that! Esther smiled and said .. I missed you too but Our Lord jesus Christ, misses you most.
We prayed together. In the middle of praying she sang a song that tore through everything I have ever felt and opened a new place in my heart, and I surrendered it all to Jesus. Today when I look back at the wretched person I was, all I can say is .. Thank You Lord for filling this empty cup.
Amen ...


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